extroverted...

it's official i am an extrovert, i get energy by being around people. there are things that i like to do that are introverted, for example read books, take pictures, play with them on adobe, hence my new picture. but when it comes down to it, i do soo much better by being around people. today i was supposed to do something to recreate, have fun, not worry about anything not do homework. so i tried reading a book, the whole time all i thought about where the things i could and should be accomplishing, then i went to dinner all by myself, and found some people to sit with. then from there i came back to my room and played on photoshop for a bit and watched tv, now im wide awake having been hanging out by myself all day and i feel like crap, i need conversation, even if i dont have anything to say, i need people who will engage with me in conversation, i am going crazy, this is awful, im not sure im ever going to try this again, sorry.

okay so number one reason i probably want a relationship...someone to talk to...awful i know...sorry.